HEllO READERS !!!!!! its early in the morning 8 AM !!!! and its RAINING CATS AND DOGS !! it goes BOOM BOOM HERE AND BOOM BOOM THERE !! HERE BOOM THERE BOOM EVERY WHERE BOOM BOOM !! life is getting more and more boring ever since i broke up.. body condition is shit work is shit even school also reject me .. that's shit ! now my life .. all it awaits is... either ns(national service) or i go sign on as a police officer ( if i do pass the interview ) i so wanna get back to the track of love.. to get back the feelings ,fight ,will and take up every single of my free time.. but who will ??? love a old looking guy , not rich , not handsome. WHO WILL ???!! i do have some fights like last time to go after girl.. but then now i felt the gap.. e.g when im still with my ex .. im a ite student she is a poly student .. now even worst.. im not even a student any more.... and that person is poly student.. SHITS HAPPEN .. it may even drag bigger.. her going to uni ?? maybe even complete b4 i get into poly... that just makes things worst... sometimes im still thinking and could not figure out .. what have i done wrong??? almost every day right after school i will go and find her (still in uniform) will be right beside her all the way till its almost the last bus then i will go home.. (sometime she is the who come over though but mostly is me ) making sure she eats her dinner .. sleeping right beside her.. and slipping off without waking her up.. so she could rest more.. having small little quarrel at times.. like you should EAT SOME MEAT NOT VEG !!! and she will go like you should eat some VEG NOT SO MUCH MEAT !! isn't it just like a really steady couple??? 2 years of that.. after that she broke up with me by saying no feeling from the start.. all she wants is some 1 to pei her ! so she tell me i should go find some 1 better ..after that i was totally broken down.. i thought tears would drop ( normally that's what ppl will think as the worst case scene for guys) i could not cry at all !! its DRY !!! everything is inside !!! i cant get through to any 1!!!! i cant even get a word out.. expect for 1 .. brenda .. hahaha she totally see through me.. my thoughts.. every movement i made.. she saw through all of it.. she knew all i did was for her to be happy.. but still i still deny it right in front her.. even though her guess are right .. ok thats it for the sad stuff.. dont think any 1 would read it either.. just wanna write out my feelings some where only.. i dont know if im fully recover for the next 1?? but im sure !!! i will treat the next 1 even better then my last.. some 1 who you love .. is some 1 you will wanna protect... even with your life... signing off Beng

Known by Every 1 as Beng Aka Old Man
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Getting older on every 12 FEB

1.Finish primary school
2.Finish secondary school
3.Finish ITE
4.going to a career that I want(processing)
5.Putting all the plans that i have plan in use
6.Lastly that special 1

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