Welcome  back to my little DEAD blog !

Basically  i guess this is the only place where i could only write down what i truly feels . guess what ! at the  end i still cant let her go at all .

now i understand what is regret ... i regret letting her go .. i really want her by my side.. every moment every sec , all my thoughts was about her. Even now ! i know at work and things i will try to avoid eye contact with her or even saying hi ... but u know something? i really really wanna talk to u again i want to hug u again i really want your attention , the urge is so fucking hard to fight back !

Even now this happens,  Normally i cant sleep at night, ytd  which im so tired that i finally fall asleep . like FINALLY ! and u came to my dream. it was so real SO REAL ! that u are embracing me in your arm with me looking up towards you.. it was so warm its was SO REAL !!! till i dont wanna wake up any more ! i wish i could just die at that moment .

Now i really wish that i could turn back time to that moment when we are about to break up  and change my answer.. i should have been a jerk and not respect  your decision .. i should not have


Lastly  as for this few weeks , kinda lots of my friend been asking me , never thought of being friend with her? Come on man...   i dont wanna be friend with her . i want her to be mine !<<< a ans i nvr told any 1 at all

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Getting older on every 12 FEB

1.Finish primary school
2.Finish secondary school
3.Finish ITE
4.going to a career that I want(processing)
5.Putting all the plans that i have plan in use
6.Lastly that special 1

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