Mr OldMan

WTF

2011-08-17T18:48:00.003+08:00

Seriously fuck man ..

what have i done today sia ! i from morning wait for you .. thinking of going to malaysia..

and yet.. you slept .. but then nvm la i dont wanna tired you out..

then ask you come my house do work tgt.. i know i watching show away.. but that doesn't mean i didt do my work what...

at the end show me attitude what is this man.... i dont nth wrong and this is what i get....

FUCK IT MAN !!!

im gonna just stay silence this time..

BYE

F sia

2011-06-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

Haissss here to blog again but !!!!!!!!

This time is right beside u !!!! Dumb ass!! Must always I hold then u will hold my hand is it !

Must I want hug then give is it ... U know that ytd night I didt slp even a wink.. Yet u nvr try to ..nvm ..forget it ..

Looks like tonight I won't be slping also ? Any way tmr work untill 2.30 ...
Noob sia must always be me de 1 meh ... Feel so like a 1 sided love sia ...!!!

See I type for so LONG beside u yet u don't even bother to have a look at what I'm doing ...typing something for so long...
Haisss nvm ba .. Go on only make me feel like this is a 1sided love ....

Got to go bye !!! Don't wanna bother~ Beng

WOOO!!!

2011-06-23T00:43:00.005+08:00

WOO YEAH !!! so long since i have blog XD

anyway even if i blog? no 1 knew , kinda feverish nw wonder if i will fall sick this time ? let's wish i wont ?

hmm what should i blog about ? my current life and things?? haiss... weekdays study weekend work so no life man !

no time for my basketball no time for games? no time for cca

total= BUSY !!!!

aiya before i go... baby girl !!! dont have to scare.. i wont leave you... just that sometime kinda get out of hands thats all ?

X.x

ok then i got to rest in early if nt im really gonna be sick..

BYE !!! Sicky~Beng

2011-05-14T09:07:00.003+08:00

Yoz!! Here blogging with my phone ...hais...totally ignore me ...
Hmmmm lets blog and my past few days ???

Wooo!! Watch movie !! Some more 2!! Them after movie went to eat all de stuff hehe dam happy sio when being with her ..even though de distance is somewhat far .. Got a little shock and unhappy when she said she don't care it's given to who ?? Then I was hais like this ...nvm thought it's something really important ...(gift)

That's still ok from ytd till nw I was totally ignored ..wait wait nt totally ..got to blame that I got stuff to do that makes her feel like she is disturbing me ..that's why she wanna hang up haisss...

Hw I wish she is talking to me nw ..but then also nt coz she should be slping !! Haha

Blog Tao here ba !!

Busy/ tio ignored beng

wide awake..

2011-05-01T01:06:00.002+08:00

wooo posting at this time which im suppose to be in bed..

just some stuff in mind.. that make me cant go to my bed?? its just spin~ing around my head ..

haisss.. dont really know what girls thinks man.. ask me for de truth so i just said?? coz i dont wanna lie.. coz i want you to trust me fully !

i know if i lied to you.. it be like nice la.. but then i dw.. i promise that i wont lie to you means wont..

im so freaking tired nw.. yet cant slp haiss... later on at 10.30 am got to wake up le to get rdy for work..

hmm i think she is asleep nw ba???

i think i wait for her to wake up ?? b4 i go slp ?? hmm should be ok la.. XD haha

off com time XD mwhahahaha blog tao here ba XD

love you many.. Tired~Beng

hehe

2011-04-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

Yoz Yoz !!! im back to blog wooo.. !!

looks like its kinda long since i last blog?? nah thats ok coz ME !! today updated It XD

hmmm how long have it been?? let me think ... 4 MONTHS !!

woo 4 month le .. im with this special person XD hehe 4 MONTH le !!!

mwhahahaha.... love her more and more by de days XD

coz of just 1 night !! hahah

you guys must be thinking evil ar.. 1 night in a room a guy and a girl...

its just that.. how do i say it ???

when i was about to go off from her house ? as in me going home coz its late, if i dont go.. anytime that wont be any bus left..

at this time the look she had.. saying she needed me .. and i was like how can i make it ?

and then she called her mum.. i was really happy she took de first step out.. and then i stayed for the night .. woo !! THATS DE BEST !! of coz we did nth but slp and watch some movies XD

see ... people!! can you see.. saying what first 3 months are sweet.. we are still as sweet as ever !!!

and of coz i know some people look down on us saying.. " sure a not can last so long i bet 3 month later confirm break up.."

see 4month..

and of coz YEARS TO GO !!!

MW HAHAHA !! and im gonna CHIONG ALL DE WAY !!!!

in my life so i wont need to let her suffer in anyway...

of coz Baby !! dont have to scare.. of coz in life confirm will hit some difficult stuff...

some i can handle some will stress up.. no scare coz i will just laugh and smile while over coming this problems...!!

all you need to do is.. STAND BY ME !!

signing off ... Uncle Beng XD

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2011-03-30T15:25:00.005+08:00

hais... today ar...z zzz doing something so important..

yet she ignore me for today.. didt even reply.. zzz

ARGH NVM ABT THAT !!

my EYE !!

start to feel pain again..

is that SHARINGAN !!!

no kiding haha

PAIN SIO !!!!!!

blog more later <3.35pm>

Back home.. again!! guess what... i went out .. doing some thing important...and right nw she is angry with me coz i didt go pei her go rp ...nvm all this

guess what.. i cross de over head bridge and when i was abt to finish crossing it.. and de steps I FREAKING sprain MY LEG !!!!

but its nth la.. nt as pain as de pain there..

dont feel like blogging le..<6.45>

really missed her

2011-03-28T14:47:00.002+08:00

hmm currently at home right nw.. missing her away !! XD

did she really come to my blog everyday i wonder?? NVM

ytd drank a little b4 i go to slp.. went to slp.. at 1 + then woke up around 7++ then went to fetch my sister down for her school

then back... wondering if baby is gonna go perm her hair ??? so i waited at home wanting to go her house?

then wait wait wait...

9++ am msg her....

then she said nt going le i was like woo !! YES !! get rdy to go her house..

then i ask her if she going out ?? what to wear then nvr reply le T_T !!

im still waiting right nw lor... i think she is still slping away right nw??

ARRR !!!!!!!

blog till here first ba ?

2011-03-16T02:41:00.005+08:00

hehe here to post..!! XD

woo looks like its 2.41 am quite late ha!

just had a chat with baby XD yup yup i know i know.. its hard.. i wont force you do anything de? no scare no scare XD

so relax kays? now most important de is you must slp.. you got work X.x

nt that i dont have feeling or anything? its just that i know whats more important first...

of coz la all that you ask ? of coz i do get a little angry alittle piss all de stuff.. of coz lastly .. got jealous la.. just that dw say nia..

make you more cant go to slp de... and i wanna get you to slp.. if nt enough slp.. tmr dont know what will happen de ma.. i will worried de of coz..

thats why i need you to be on ur full energy ma XD

so sry bi.. i dont mean to do that.. but ur slp is important for de work.. nt that work is important la... is YOU de 1 that is important.. i dont want you to tired out? make mistake at work ? dont want you get scolding ?

i know right nw ur angry.. dont wanna reply some more hang me when im talking..
you good.!!

ok .. nw you got all ur ans? good ?

ok back to myself XD
hehe

i almost vomit food out sio !

dont know what happen .. then chest muscle a a litte pain like.. cramp like this wor.. nw nth le la.. BI .. you wanna worried abt my stuff right?? how abt start from taking care of my body?

1 of de major prob right nw..

ok ba i dont know you in bed le ma? but i wanna pei you go slp..(to you i speak nth but de truth)

nw im off to bed... XD

bi!!! I LOVE YOU DE MOST AND !!! BENG KNOWS BEST HEHE !!

zzzzzzzzz

2011-03-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

woo here to blog again..

this few days or maybe weeks??

lots of weird things happen.. but i dont wanna say la..

but my dad weird lor... say you ren zhan de zhen mei juo que xin shi ... what ever also nt scare..

but i really didt ar.. and it did happen to me.. you dont believe yet still bring me go pai pai..

so only 2 things can explain this lor.. first i got depression le lor.. 2nd is.. i really tio ..

nvm dont say this le la..

woah today sianzz sia..

work time.. both de 2 so called big shot dam busy in de work place.. then nvm lor.. i take all de work up.. then .. went for event ....then back.. BEST PART !!!

BALL PIT I DO ALONE !!!! forget it then...

anyway when going home i suddenly have this feeling back..

guess what??

a feeling of lonely... which is when everything become dam clear right in from of me.... then saw some kitten .. so i feed them milk then go off... while im still having that kind of feeling..

it only led me to YOU !!!

and only you.. thoughts of you flying around and around..

blog tao here ba.. lazy go on..

HEHE !! ME LOVE YOU XD !!!

wwoo..

2011-02-27T00:58:00.003+08:00

hmm yoz !! hi guys XD

im back to blog again...

quite long didt come back to blog le.. of coz i blog is when i felt like to ... if nt i be like dam nt free coz.. this few weeks work .. if nt go out ?? and lots of prob

just blog for today stuff??

oh ya just b4 i go read abt my baby.. Bi.. i started to feel quite unsafe.. just becoz of what happen today? you started like keep saving money?? just becoz im going broke like always?

yup and nw .. this is after i read ur blog??

kind of smile a little ? but still i dont really felt that safe? maybe a little btr then b4??

Aiya nvm la.. i going off to slp soon also !! zzzz

Im so broke.. !!!! DAM !! game no vis then in life also such a loser !! NO MONEY !!

After baby go slp..

hehe bi.. you should be slping nw .. so you dont know that im bloging abt this ..

there's alot i wanna write..

but then.. forgot some ? btw lets just go str8 to de point?

some of my friend just ask me?? hmm you hows you and ur gf? then i just say.. like that lor??

then reply me? waiting to be dump by another girl again ? plz la.. control more can ? always let ur girl? she get used to u le dump you again... dont you feel tired keep getting dump?

then i said .. lets see how it goes?? different ppl different ma ??

that person said.. aiya see how far you can go lor ??

me said .. hao lor.. any way i wont change ba?

that person .. thats de prob.. you nvr change.. always like this..

.... Silent .......

walk different way..

Baby please dont go

2011-02-18T01:30:00.005+08:00

Baby please dont go

please don't go

Play de song b4 continue reading...

Baby, sorry for today.. i know im not good with girl after all?

im not such a good boyfriend after all ... so fail..

dont even know own baby wants what..

she should be sleeping nw ba?? coz its like 1.33am? and you got work later on at 9.30..

if your nt sleeping nw im gonna kill you ar XD

bi!! everything u said you send to me.. is all kept in my heart ok XD

sometimes ya ... im slow at times.. or maybe everytime?

staring at de com thinking what to write...........................................

After 30min.....

felt so lost right nw...

nvm after for so long... i just post it then..

blog till here .. wont be sleeping yet ba?? cant get to sleep even though really really really really tired...

my BD

2011-02-12T00:59:00.008+08:00

wooo !!! NOWS MY BIRTHDAY !!!

today lots of surprise even though i can guess some ?

but still i pretend nt to know XD

see nice right !!!!

too bad you dont get to taste it !! its all MINE !!! im GREEDY HAHA !!!

even my baby is ALL MINE !!! MWHAHAHAA!!!

bi... thx thx.. i know you make it during midnight.. thats why i pei you XD and let you slp more in de morning then really miss you le then call you de...

you do tao so nice for me.. i really dont know what i can do for ur BD sia.. i really dont know sia..

coz YOURS is de best already .. i cant find anything better..

just 1 more thing.. de present .. i WANTED .. haha you know de ar XD

woah !! just nw fb tio spam !!

BI !! YOU GOOD !!! so many PUNCH yet you can LIKE IT !!!

so you like me to tio beaten ar XD?

BI !! BI !! BI!!!

hehe XD
monday rmb come my house wor.. then we go back to your house hehe XD

bye XD gtg

got work tmr T_T

BIRTHDAY GOT WORK T_T

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2011-02-10T00:40:00.008+08:00

This few days really really tired..

maybe coz of work ? and some family stuff??

and nw i got to worried abt school stuff..
im so freaking scared of some stuff..

of coz i wont say is what stuff... my head is spinning round and round right nw.. eyes are closing yet forcing it open just to blog this..

of coz nw im still chating away with my LOVE XD hehe..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1JCaqK0ZPw&feature=related

really just scared just scared...

bye .. blog tao here only XD hehe

oh ya i forgot !! ENJOY !!

zzz

2011-02-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

hehe here to blog XD

ya ya your right im a liar ...

i lied that nth happen..

you didt you feel weird at work time?? how come suddenly i nvr go to de cafe and find you ??

you wanna know why??

becoz of YOU !!

i morning time...

keep on head towards de cafe and talk to you de lor..
we still can laugh lots smile lots.... untill afternoon come... i was just looking at you !! just looking at you !! just becoz i wanted to have a few more look of you...

and you just go shouting at me WHAT !! then give me that face of "i got ask you come here is it.. GO AWAY"

then to prevent from my mood to affect you .. i stayed at de front de WHOLE TIME !!!

untill i know you need me.. then i appeared and help.. then disappear again.. didt you find that ???

even though i know that you felt tao my mood drop .. and you keep telling me dont like this .. will affect tao you de.. but what can i do .. when ur de 1 who make me become like this??

i cant get angry with you?? i cant get pissed too?? i just cant bear to..

now you get it ???

is it really WRONG just to have 1 more look at your face .. when im just FREAKING MISSING YOU AWAY !!!

is it WRONG??

your important

2011-01-30T00:43:00.003+08:00

woo BI !!

even though i know we havent been long tgt ...

but i can say...

you are my everything le XD

i depend quite alot on you...

only you didt know XD

i just cant seem to get enough of your hug and kisses XD

and de times you wipe my head dry with my towel ..

even though always nt dry XD

i just love it XD

sry for the times that i make you angry T_T

i didt know that i made you angry at de times....

first time i chase you from poliwogs rmb?? i gave up .. then walk off coz i also got piss off from trying.. but de second time i chase up..

from my house..

i knew that i cant lose YOU !! i dont wanna lose you !!

i WANT YOU to be MINE AND ONLY MINE !!

and it really gave me de strength to ran down from 8th floor even though normally i half way like wanna die le?

but that time it didt..

but still ...

i still dont really feel safe when i think abt ns..

ppl have to just scared of de gf being taken away by guys..

i have to SCARED OF 2 !!!

thats why i got a little angry every time you say it..

like you just nw in bus you said there's a " " couple in front of you ..

i update till here ba.. coz !!

i going into room to talk to you My IMPORTANT PERSON !!

........

2011-01-07T08:21:00.002+08:00

woooo!!! so EARLY !!!

just fetch my sister down for her school..

since im up.. nth to do ... come update lor...

i think im becoming more and more like a pervert sio...

b4 slp .. im thinking of you..

woke up from slp .. first thing started missing you ..

then start looking at ur fb if you got any update then tumblr then blog..

im such a pervert sio..

but most importantly i dont want you to feel stress in anyway kays??

you always say single no stress ... in relationship very stress..

Bi... i will keep trying to find ways to let you dont feel that stress kays??

looks like her O-level marks coming...

dam it sio ...

de chances of her going to poly is so high.. yet for me ? higher nitec nia.. how ??

i totally dont have high hope in getting in to poly sio ..

even though i really wanted to ?

some more she supported me to go for what i really dream of ??

Animation....

so crazy !!!

Bi...

i really feel that .. i wanna spend more time with you T_T ..

feel that its always nt enough ...

HOW ???

hehe.. i know your still slping at this time...

post till here first ba XD

zz

2010-12-30T14:01:00.004+08:00

YOZ !!!

Bi... i know you just left my house ? for work...

tell you what..
if you see this post i think you might get a little angry?

See you are nt a bad GF !! your good to me XD

i was just testing you ...

i want what you also let me de lor..

so dont keep thinking your nt a good Gf to me ok XD

post tao here ba XD

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2010-12-30T05:41:00.003+08:00

Sorry BI..

today you down mood.. i didt know.. some more you called me then phone go flat.. im sure that makes you more down mood ?

i should have went down to find you .. instead of looking at your FB and blog..

i didt go down .. coz i dont wanna spend ur money first thing.. Plus second le i will paiseh la.. all eating then im eating your food even though you said share?

Sorry Bi.. i failed to be there when you needed me ... looks like im nt that perfect either?

but Bi... i really Miss you a lot.. even though you keep saying that i bluff ?

I really did though?

just nw we will chatting away.. i was thinking of ways to cheer you up..
i just really dont know how to ..

instead talk till your ex there...

made you think back to your past which hurts... other then sorry i really dont know what to say...

im quite happy to hear that your coming later on .... during the morning.. but if you cant wake up .. its ok .. i dont want you to strain yourself..

nt good for your body..

i dont want.. just becoz i miss you .. then you strain your own body just to come find me...

Bi....

Me Heart YOU XD

STOPPING HERE X.x

2010-12-29T11:24:00.004+08:00

YOZ back to blog XD

of coz whenever i blog.. its confirm some good or bad..

ytd i can say... its a dam busy and tired day.. but my Bi (Jac) gave me a surprise...

this is what she wrote...

HELLO, I have been mia for a few months with this blog. Lazy to update but well, im back again. Hehe, because recently is more busy with work. And also, tumblr have replaced this blog but dont worry. Im back again. AND I SWEAR, NO MORE EMO EMO POST HERE AGAIN. Hi, i have found somebody else to regain my confidence, my smile, my life back. I met him at work, we started talking and going home together. And with the help of the colleagues around spreading around rumours and pairing us up, we really got together in the end. Laughs, i didnt expected this at all. I thought i was into girls more, have lost interests in guys. But this particular person really turned me around. He treats me well, nice. Always there for me when i needed somebody. I realise im getting used to be dependent on him, he's like a big brother to me at first. But all his care and concerns have really get me to like him more and more each day. And tadah, we are together now. And im here to blog something for you, bi. Btw, dont fall asleep! Because it will be a long one. I saw it on tumblr and it resemblance me and you. Hence, i wanted to dedicate for you. Omg, cannot copy and paste here, oh well. I shall shorten it.

To my dearest baby, chiewbeng. <3

Holding hands with you whenever we got the chance to. The feeling i got whenever you kiss me on the forehead and my cheeks. Always trying to get you voice out the three precious words, "I love you" seem to be a hard thing for you but nevertheless, you said it to me so dearly, i can barely hear those words escape from your lips. Always playing on bets to see who reach earlier and lose a kiss to one another. You always let me win everytime we argue over stupid little things. Being in your arms, being held. Knowing that you are thinking about me and caring for me. When i looked super unglam and ugly, you told me that im beautiful. Saying im growing sexier each day makes me wanna slap you. HAHA. Those long phone conversation every night on nothing. Falling asleep in your arms makes me feel so comfy and forget about anything, knowing that you will protect me no matter what. Knowing that you are mine, and im yours.

Always surprise me with my favourite icecreams in exchange for kisses. Those cuddles in your bed and little secrets you share with me always make me laugh and embarassed! Always putting your fringe down when i asked you to, because i wanted you to look better with me. Always giving in to me. Kissed me even though i have just vomitted just to make me feel better. Rubbing my hands whenever i feel cold and hugged me so tightly i cant breathe. Having you to endure one hour travelling time just to spend two hours with me. The moments when you would tell me that i am your everything and that someday we'll get married. Listen to me and always cheered me up whenever i was reminded of my past, my ex. The look in your eyes when i talk about past hurts. Your jealousy look whenever i talk about otherss. And you rubbing your nose with mine, all the cuddles.

Bi, you have done so much for me. Although we have only been together for like 6 days, but im really glad that i met you. When i first met you, we were strangers and i even thought you are so unpleasant. I dont like you. But look at now. I realise nothing can be impossible. Maybe we'll really get married someday down the road. It will be hard to be together for many years, but i would like to tell you i will try my very best. I'll stay with you until the very end, even when your in ns. OKAY LAH, SO MUSHYYY. I wrote this out all by myself omg. READ FINISH UH. HAHA, okay. I shall stop here. Hehe, goodbye bi if your reading this.

Love you!
Jac.

I was touch ... Really... even though my reply to you wasn't sweet.. X.x

Sometime i really do get piss or angry.. but i just cant get myself to do it? coz you always cool me down at the right time.. pulling me away EG. ANGEL !!!

Your de cost that making me playing back basketball SHOWING OFF EVERY TIME XD

but i dont know if i got de chance to play a competition for you to see??

Blog till here first ba XD HEART YOU BI XD

woah!!

2010-12-27T08:17:00.003+08:00

woo EARLY MORNING BLOGGY

YOZ !!! In abt 10 min time i got to go off to work le T_T

but .. i got to see my BI !!! =)

YTD was so worried lor.. 11PLUS le still havent reach home..

then lucky she reach home around 11.40pm

then she called me...
wanted to talk de.. then phone flat...

Myy(Mei yo yong) the phone

but kinda a bit WOAH !!!

trying to sweet with her in the phone..

this is how its go..

Bi tmr i bring $30 enough for both of us?

then i said sry Bi i didt want you to give the..

her: what is girlfriend for??

Me: you are Born for me to dote on ..

Her: im not born for you hor..

then i was like.. woah....

nvm lor..

type other things lor...

looks like abt time for me to leave.. GTG BYE !!!

HEART YOU BI !!!

kinda a ok day..

2010-12-23T02:09:00.004+08:00

today... hmm should be dam happy de lor.. but near de ending of a day become a little piss..

this is what happen today...

talk to her till morning 5am near 6am then stop XD

too bad i cant slp... got to fetch my sis..
so wait till 7Plus lor then 8 come back slp ..

slp till 11am like this .. then woke up le... dont know why wake up so early ? slp very little

then use com lor.. around 1pm wake her up haha.. so bad of me ..... wake her up..

then ask her come find me. . use blister as excuse XD

then she come le .. then go eat eat.. nexx mall walk here walk there XD

then 4plus rush back fetch my sister then stay at my house lor.. till around 7pm as for what we are doing im nt gonna say hahaha XD

then off we go to go find bobby ,kathy , yong qing ,kc and 1... i dont know who de hell ..
then go kopitaim eat eat a bit ? but nt i eat or her eat XD coz i nexx eat alot le..

then go basketball court? but didt play coz my leg got blister thx to de day b4 that match la..zzz

say le also wanna vomit blood nia..

so far.. all that have happen is really really dam nice coz .. got you by my side..

but then when you are going off is like.... Can you dont go?? " giving de puppy sad face"

but still bo bain..
she promise her mum le .. so go lor..
then become really dam tired..

reach home le.. wanted to rest... go to bed str8 then b4 i fall asleep she called XD

then i tell her lor.. say i go slp first way tired...

but then .. when i was asleep like dead log..

i was woken up by my dad voice... coz of my bro lor..

i got a slight headache str8 lor.. coz i force myself to wake up de lor..
dam F de lor..

nw talking to her so i cool down a lot lot le...

i blog next time ba XD wanna conti to talk to her XD

why wont you belive?

2010-12-22T02:24:00.005+08:00

Boy:Would you mind knocking at my Chest? around the center slightly
"Knock"
Boy:doesn't it sound hollow inside?
Girl:oh ya how come its like this?
Boy:because ...
Girl:??
Boy:its's been stolen by someone really near me now
Girl:Huh? is that your heart?
Boy:"Yes" Nevermind

this 1 got error ... i miss some words inside

this is the correct 1

Boy:Would you mind knocking at my Chest? around the center slightly to the left
"Knock"
Boy:doesn't it sound hollow inside?
Girl:oh ya how come its like this?
Boy:because ...
Girl:??
Boy:its's been stolen by someone really near me now
Girl:Huh? is that your heart?
Boy:"Yes" Nevermind

i said it to you .. and create in facebook the next day.. you wont belive T_T

if im nt the 1 who created it how come it appear only after i said it to you ?

aiya anyway nvm ba? to me more important de is have you XD

its kinda hurt sio .. TWICE !!! T_T !!!

NVM HANG IN THERE !!! CHIRSTMAS !!!!! COME FASTER !!!

this year's gonna be the BEST !!

DAm YOU LA !!

2010-12-21T11:34:00.005+08:00

ARRR !!! WHat FREAKING NAME YOU GOT !!! ANGEL ARRR !!!!! im so DAM RIGHT SURE YOU ARE YTD THAT FREAK ASS !!!

ARR !!!! I WANNA !!!!!

got to cool down .. ARR!! promise some 1 dont like this.. ARR !!!

SUPER NOOB !!! ARR !!!!

never see a guy so fail TILL LIKE THIS !!!

WANT GIRLS NUMBER ASK MAID TO ASK !!!!

SOME MORE TELL THE MAID TO SAY HE DAM RICH !!!! IF RICH WHAT THE FUCK YOU STAYING AT DE HDB FLAT !!!! GO BUY MANSION LA !!!! FREAKING RICH MA !!!

lucky that day go back you not there le.. if u still there !!! I CONFIRM !!! ARR !!!

You better pray.. !!!

i think maybe if i see you again i will feel like BASHING YOU UP !!!

ARRRR... !!! YOU BETTER NT LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN !!!

2010-11-29T08:28:00.001+08:00

Music X_x

2010-11-23T21:34:00.006+08:00

let's listen to some song XD

2010-11-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

Right nw in school T_T

had test today.. not a great day??

miss her man...

but she wont believe?

nvm...zzz

off i go .. gonna do some stuff first..

yozz....

2010-11-14T12:16:00.002+08:00

yoz guys !!! sry ar so long didt update my blog.. coz.. my com is down...

so bo bain.. cant update.. anyway i update my blog when there's something nice ma.. so i got my ways to update de blog XD

lets talk abt ytd... wooo ytd i got out of my house at 2 + met up with jun hao then went to kovan super bowl <-- dont know spell correctly ma ...

reach le.. waited for de rest.. like nearly 1 hr lor.. then rachel cass reach... then soon after like 10 min ... jia yi reach... then waited for cy.. but they wanted to play.. so off we went to book a pool table and play.. played around 10 min cy finally reach.... play ar play.. lots of stuff happen that keep making us laugh.. im sure you wont beleive what happen... guys let me ask you something?
you know play pool right?? im sure you all know... de black ball is inside de triangle .. but this time some 1 put de WHITE BALL IN DE BLAcK BALl OUT !!! we laugh like siao MAN !!!! and there is "NEW " style of playing.. haha taught by jia yi

best part!!! you know ppl use X is coz of de distance?? coz you cant hit.. who knows!! jia yi used !!! X !! YET STILL CAN AIR BAll !!!!! as in she hited de white ball but the white ball didt hit other balll..POWER !??

then i went to de siao... rachel cass and jia yi...

only de siao jia yi fun nia lor.. lots of stuff lor.. dam funny de lor..

like..

jia yi ..

monday free ma?? i wanna ask you out can??" when i already knew monday she got work..." then she shake head.. then i go woa!! tio reject.... then i say dont like this la.. i nvr ask girl out b4 de leh.. then she keep shakeing then i ask this..

tonight you wanna go home?? then still shakeing her head away.. then i say ohh ok...

since u nt going home then you gonna stay where?? then she huh ??

then i said you nt going home ma?? She replied i want go home de leh..

me:but you said you dont want???, ok nvm lor.. your house my house???

then she replied my house la..

me: oklor.. ur house ar..

rachel finding her keys wanted to give it to me XD
luckily its with her..

then after played pool go makan.. then i ask who wanna go eat?? then some said ok... then jia yi AGAIN !!! she said no money.. then i said oh ok.. i makan you lor?? then she said ok !!! WTH !!! rachel then added in.. thought is blan jia??

then me goes .. aiya no need la... she said i makan her can le... see so sweet of her.. haha
then she goes huh?? what is makan lai de??

rachel said is eat.. he said makan you.. so mean he wanna eat you .. and you said ok... then we go hahahahaha

keep de siaoing her ar...!!! just cant stop laughing.. right nw in msg still de siaoing her..quite fun sio XD

as for rachel ... haiss still de same.. see my phone nia.. change de wall pic... ARR!!! but quite fun la ytd she combo with me de siao all XD

sry ar cass first time know you .. then you tiam tiam down there so got nth much to write ..... hmm got !!!

TYCO QuEEN !!!!!!! ANY HOW HIT ANY HOW SCORE !!!!! poWER !!!!!

i think i end here ba?? coz dont know what to write for nw..

btw still de siaoing her XD

btw thx ar jun hao .. lent me ur lappy...

ZOOM !! OFF I GO !!!

2010-10-05T09:18:00.001+08:00

wooo looks like this song is back again XD

i cant reject again.. X.x

wooo....

2010-09-30T08:56:00.002+08:00

yea!! here to blog again.... of coz la.. whenever i blog .. that will be de time i have stuff to say .. but yet cant say it out haha..

hmmm see me blog so early today... haha didt slp last time again XD

no choice.. some 1 took my bed XD but is i ask her slp de la..

also ben fault la.. last min.. leg pain... then he at sk cant come down.. left me and her nia..

must be thinking who's de her?

jamal XD rmb ?? that girl.. we both ton at ur house de? that girl lor...

quite happy though.. but its kinda last min too.. coz i was like otw down to kovan..

she called... then i ans lor.. tell me meet up with her..zzz then meet some ppl... then after de meeting.. ben me bron... went down to kovan.. meet up with yuting and kezann..

planing to go lan de lor.. end up didt.. coz de girls dont want.. shag...

end up buy some stuff for com uses.. then went to kezann house XD

fix her com X.x

then played some games.. once like BBOOORREEED !!!

11+ le then all go off zzz then wanna majong.. but ben say no no.. then ended up my house le lor.. so on and fort...

since ben cant come down.. then chat zzz.. till morning lor.. then at 8++ got a few msg.. from some 1

i dont even know wanna reply ma..

i just feel like she's taking me as spare tire.. and i hate THAT !!!

i think how first ba b4 i reply... at most i say i just woke up..

that's all folks XD

stresss...

2010-09-24T20:52:00.002+08:00

firstly.. got to say sry first..

coz today friday ma.. i should be playing cs with my clan bros....

but who knows... just nice .. today i just..."***** ****"

that part i also bo bain i tried my best to wake up .... but just totally cant wake up.. some more phone nt silent hor...

that happen mainly coz of work ? i dont know how long can i hang down there... im just like trying and trying.. but is like to no vaild...

even through de reason im hanging to it is easy... 1 that is i dont like to lose.. of coz thats nt strong enough..

second should be strong enough ba.... i wanna help my bro to get out of his FUCKING LIFE !!!

but right nw? i dont seem to be helping at all...

i know his struggling also...

i will still try my very best no need to scare on that point...

today is just gonna be a force break for me... i will go on with de race tmr.. X.x

thats all i got to post today ba.. rest.. is nt important ba?

...

2010-09-20T09:38:00.007+08:00

YES !!! i found de right song to say it XD

prediction

2010-09-14T01:49:00.002+08:00

hmmm XD lets blog.. normally i like to give ppl prediction and of coz it came true..

let's predict mine ? XD

let's see.. hmm like this like that.. still can.. bad .. getting real bad.. worst... cant be worst any more..

ohh ok.. looks like i know what will happen if this really goes on.. i really got to find ways to change..

sry.. i written alot.. but i just deleted them away.. X.x

ltr....

Pain

2010-09-13T01:54:00.003+08:00

the whole day... i can only say 1 word....

dam sio... !!! whole DAY !!! even nw !!!

my internal injury !!! DAM !!! and best is.. she gave me a punch at my tummy at basketball court...

no need scared.. i didt blame you... even if its other guys i think they wont show it also XD

coz of what.. IM A GUY !!!

haha... DAM AR!!!!!

lets just go on with my work.. im nt done with it yet...

lost....

2010-09-12T02:05:00.002+08:00

wow!! for a total of 1 week.. im so kinda lost.. !

not thinking everything to de max.. everything half way done.. totally no goals..

hopeless..

really.. i dont like de feeling of spared tires...

its time i move on?? waited quite enough?? its nt bad to be a single too XD coz i can go busy all i want without worrying.. X.x

at least this week i know that i got a little of my work done ?? a long way to go man.....

no wonder alot of ppl say cannot make it de.. waste of time..

so its de hardship that makes lots of them think that way.. XD

too bad im a person who dont like to lose.. XD so i got to just FIGHT ON!!! EVEN DE WHOLE WORLD IS AGAINST ME !!!

hmmmm nw hungry again.. wth i just eaten leh !!

nvm i go cook haha XD

BYE*

wooo..

2010-09-05T07:10:00.002+08:00

woooo.. here to blog again.. today ar.. lots happen but i dam lazy say .. so i just keep it short...

boom something happen .. this and that .. then nw she slping in my room .. then morning go off find him .. then this and that ba.. dont know will i be going down to company ma ..

dam tired... some more i got to meet up with some 1 at 5 ++ maybe might nt go down le.. T_T

playing soccer sia.. for de plan... ARR!!!! "listening to somebody to love"

shag..zzzz...zzz... stop here first then XD

back to the old days...

2010-09-04T08:33:00.003+08:00

hmm lets see.... woo its so early.. 8+++ am

did i woke up early?? NO XD ... is i didt slp XD

hmm lets start from de pass few days ba.. i know.. you keep asking me.. whats good abt... ""

i also know... but is like.. she is some thing that im used to focus on ??

i know.. waited for so long.. is also like.. but who could i change to..

there's no 1?

ARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! later i still got some stuff to do .. lets get down to eating first.. !!!!!

I WILL BE BACK !!!

...

2010-08-31T03:21:00.003+08:00

hmm lets see... woo time 3.21am .. that's so way EARLY XD

still nt asleep?? nah cant sleep... due to some stuff lor.. keep on thinking and thinking.. but i just cant get .. arrrrrrrrrrrrr nvm...

let's talk abt what happen today?? woke up.. 12pm POWER !!! didt go slp.. woke up way too late..

so i conti to slp lor.. till 3++ 4 till kc came my house.... played a game of dota?? then off we went for something else..

then lend R my jacket.. and she felt something in my jacket.. and got it out.. its a heart shape made out from straws...

and i rmb.. she is de 1 who made it... even though its nt really good.. but i keep it till nw till i dont even know when its done ???

i think got at least 1 year or 2???

woo its in my jacket all de way...

but so ?? will she really knows ?? abt this..nah.. to her this heart shape stuff is nth ba try out stuff ba....

but kept if for so long its like so darling to me lor....

arr.. lazy say that thing le la... R Stalker i know ur reading this XD

yea yea.. concern XP

haha... i think i write till here ba.... dont know wanna go slp ma?? see how lor.. de image of "......" keep flying here and there in my mind.. WTH !!!

bye

ignored..

2010-08-29T01:03:00.004+08:00

today... nt that bad ba.. went to sentosa play de whole day DAM FUN DE LOR!!

till.. some part.. which i saw de 2 girls siting down there waiting..i can see that their face is dam piss de lor..

then go on ba..

de whole time i was being ignored.. till i lazy try getting de attention le.. so i just go to slp while standing.. i was really really really tired....

then took sky train... back to vivo... then walk around play around...

yet im still being ignored again.. so de whole day i was being ignored.. try to ask her why ... but give me de face.. saying its nth when i know ur in trouble..

come on la just share with me.. you know how much it h... to see you like this...

then send her home.. while im still so tired myself.. then was abt to go home.. my brain just filled with stuff

so i went out for a little lonely thinking and drinking XD

first thing back home.. msg her back.. but still got ignored... nvm ba...worst part.. don't know why.. nw my eye getting blur.... will be fine ba...

what a day... of being

IGNORED !!!!!!!!!!!

...

2010-08-28T04:37:00.001+08:00

what a day..

dam stress!!! have thinks of ways for my work.. but that my mind seem nt able to think properly ...

its full of HER PIC !!!

im so going crazy...

even playging games..

ROAR !!!

wtf

2010-08-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

wtf.....wtF.....wTF....WTF !!!!

i got shock !!!!!

when i see de fb there write.. !!

erm... is married to erm...

i was so DAM SHOCK !!!!

SHOCK TILL i go check is it real a not...

heart skip 3 beats man...

stop here ba XD next time..

zzzz...

2010-08-25T02:04:00.003+08:00

hmmm pass few days all work.. thought finally got time to rest... then i wanna slp whole day de end up.. i only could slp ..2hr POWER !!! coz of stuff la ..

then got a call.. wish to rush down straight but i just cant ba... got to tie up some lose ends..

after that.. go down lor play something.. for a while then move to basketball court.. then some stuff happen this and that de..

when at bus...

im just thinking away ba... looks like my acting ar getting better by de days.. she totally dont know what i wanna be in ....

but just then i keep hearing this phase.. i and .. cant be tgt.. i was like zzz... then tell me abt some stuff to test..

and that test.. if she happen to think properly i passed already... think back

how many time did i rush down ?? when you said you wanna jump down.. and you made thoso record wor.. that its nt likely to happen but it happen..

for so long le.. still dont really quite catch it.. why still keep de bear.. i could just dumb it..

nvm la.. dont wanna demo my self too much... bo bain .. dai kia what..

hey hey this part Special.. YOU THIS R STALKER !!!! XD

...

2010-08-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

today leh.. blog abt some stuff...

when i first met you its like nth .. i could just turn and look away..

soon and after... met up more and more.. but each time de feeling change..

coz of some stuff i knew i counld't get near...

looking from far.. just to know you are alright..
saying hi in front of you but wanted to say something else yet cant..
when you walk away .. i was just thinking.. great dam it ...
feeling happy when just seeing you smile...
feel like killing when its just a little sad face..
when you emo somewhere i feel just like finding.. whos that person which made you this way...

end up i just cant.. coz im just ... justt.... "no words are coming out"

.....

2010-08-15T01:42:00.003+08:00

YOZ !!! back to blog..

of coz when you see that im back to blog means there's something big which happen lor..

today ar woke up quite "early" 11am ... wait for dad to cook.. eat le then go kovan find cs and jonathan.

to go to marina barrage fly kite.. who knows.. reach there .. say is fly kite.. no 1 bring kite along.. POWER !!!

so went off to buy lor..

then all of us started flying kite.. got butterfly kite ar.. bat kite ar.. and a kite which is flying high SMILY KITE XD

can tell you de lor LOTS LOTS LOTS OF FUN AR !!!

but then ... 1 guy totally ignored me de whole tripzzz

thought can make him enjoy to .. who knows i did't made it ..

after that whole group wanna go marina square eat de .. then see ben sick then i cab home tgt lor.. thanks ben for paying de CAB !! thx x.x

reach home .. on com.. go to msn,fb and my own blog lor..

then i was like a little qns in my mine .. so i talk to "some1" on msn .. then i found out abt it le..

kinda sad la.. but yet got a side feeling of happy.. that really makes me ... lost.. dont know what to say.. totally out of words to say.. first time got this kind of feeling..

then de chat went on.. then i saw a pic that is so nice ,nicE ,niCE,nICE,NICE,NICE !!! that i cant stop looking..

sound like a pervert wor.. !! but its REALLY NICE !!!

till de image is still in my mind..

looks like its kinda late le.. but i dont know if i can fell into my own slp ma?

tmr still got to wake up "early" wor... sianzzz..

Till Next Time XD

woo hooo

2010-08-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

hmm today ar nt bad lor.. going home that time got a call.. then go down find that person lor...

end up go down.. straight go buy water .. then go down hgs then played 1 match ..

then off i go .. send that person home ... send home le.. then i check my stock.. then look at time.. WOA !!! 9 pm le .. no need go find ben they all le.. SRY ar nvr go down find ur...

that's all ba .. anyway no 1 reads my blog so its good la.. what i write here no 1 knows.. and no 1 cares XD...

Rmb this words.. as long as you have been together b4 .. there is sure have feeling... even its de past.. de feeling will still come back de..

XD

2010-08-01T07:22:00.002+08:00

wooo !!! here to blog again.. today of coz got some bad stuff from start..

really really really bad stuff.. till i totally ran out of mood..

but thanks to her.. my mood i being pulled back up slowly.. if nt you see.. today im gonna slp de whole day... nt going anywhere...

btw sry clan bros.. i know its hk birthday yet i didt go ....

ya really sry..

nvm la i stop bloging already la .. anyway i be de 1 reading only XD

zzzz

2010-07-31T02:42:00.002+08:00

woo so long since i blog.. i think my limit is really reaching.. if i go boom again.. i dont wanna de pri 6 thing to happen again.. some ppl know some ppl dont know what is it.. its best that you dont know ..

im really so going crazy over stuff.. SO DAM CRAZY !!! im always like cool headed.. but this time its getting way too much too much !!!..

dont know how long more can i take it ..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

............

2010-07-19T01:44:00.002+08:00

hmm for today ar.. still ok .. i just talk abt something that just happen today only ba.. rest of de day nt that important ba?

today leh... went off to my stuff.. i really though i forgot abt "hmph" even heard de name also wont affect me..

but today i saw "hmph" again.... starting still can.. till like a well later.. de feeling just come again.. i know .. its a big no no.. but what can i do .. so i just hold back and SMILE XD

at least i know that "hmph" wont know XD

yet i still want "hmph" to know..... DAM IT !!!!

wish ba.. just wish that i will really forget abt "hmph" fast...

...

2010-06-30T03:50:00.003+08:00

haiss.. same as always.. cant slp at night again..

lots happen but dont feel like saying out.. coz its meant for me to know for you to find out..

how i really wish !!! thoso words on de msn ar for me... but nt right? yea this is de few times that i will over think "stuff"

dam bored nowadays school starting gonna get busy with school again.. but this time is 2hr trip to school 2 hrs back !!

Great ha?

still got to find a work that fit in... thinking back.. promise cy to go in de team nw i dont even know that i be going ?

worried abt this and that..

looks like i really should place a tent at de spot..

hmmm have been type so much le.. yet i think its just me reading this.. at least i got some stress out?

maybe tmr have some tough basketball training then.. GOOD IDEA !!! i will do just that !!

NIGHT !!ZZZ

yea nightzzz but i wont be slping haha XD

zzz..

2010-06-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

my planing for de next few years.. after 6 month of studying in CCK i going for higher nitec at simei..

coz of my result.. even ending catch up at most 2.8

maybe this 6 month i will just half study half work.. 6 month up means is simei time XD..

also half study half work la.. family i think confirm more stable.. so i think i will move out on my own by that..

i know they would nt let me too im just gonna force then..

got my own reason ba... then ns.. after that come out go on half study half work ba...

scold me scold me scold me.. you got stress like as if i dont.. then everything my fault.. just becoz im 18 nw.. nt enough money my fault...late night bro havent come home my fault.. eletri bill too high also my fault.. i go out basketball awhile say nt good for body everyday do will be dam bad

then i stay at home you say i waste time at home.. then still say i stay at home too long brain will spoil..

normally i slp 2 hr enough.. do you even know de reason why i go slp 16 hrs for?? just to save de money nt to EAT !!! so that i only wake up to eat dinner..

do you even know that..

shoe spoil i throw it away fast nt to let you see.. do you know that i got no shoe to wear other then my school shoe.. you dont ha..

im just gonna bear you for awhile more and im just gonna move out... good to you ? coz you got 1 less person to support isnt that nice..

thats all for today ba... next time then blog more..

2010-06-21T03:19:00.002+08:00

its good to see that you have went on with life..

this proof only 1 thing.. im nt good with this kind of stuff.. plain busy? nah !! i think is Plain lazy.. XD

just rmb.. dont smoke and study hard...

yea thats all i got to say..

btw guys.. im working out on my body.. trying to join in a basketball team.. wonder if i can make it ?

as for today quite shiok la.. play games with clan.. even though got injured but im still laughing away... then just nw 1 am went for a run with hk.. Guess what?

hk run till nvr see traffic light de lor.. wanna just cross !! siao kia
shout at him lor bo bain.. then he stop haha

back le watch video rest a while bath... getting slpy yet lazy slp haha XD

yea of coz last part...

Conclusion:

im a heartless person.. today got a news that is dam dam bad to me de...but end up i still can say it out like its none of my prob.. am i crazy?

nvm ba post till here ba anyway no 1 will be reading.. i be de 1 reading anyway..

dam

2010-06-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

ok la everything my fault la ... i said i wait and de traffic light cannot must go till buy her girl stuff then back home then you happy la .. is it...

no la wrong.. de biggest fault is me being de oldest... thats de fault im in..

zz

2010-06-18T14:20:00.002+08:00

YOZ !! quite a few days since i post?? busy as alwayszzz

with my own stuff.. ytd went to ecp with clan XD have lots of fun..

CHIA MIN !! DE BD !!! waiting for him to post de video.. XP

sry ytd play till so fun then going im give such a Cold face... nt only to clan ba.. to her also .. sry...

post till here ba.. i lazy type so much.... listen to de music and you will understand more XD

just like what ppl say.. a picture speaks a thousand words..

2010-06-10T08:27:00.002+08:00

so long since i last post... lots happen ... i will explain everything in detail??

firstly de msn ... my msn havent been working for a long long long time.. thats why its off9 all de while.. as for facebook it seem to be on9 for 24 hr... but sometime my bro is de 1 useing de com while i was doing something else? i just leave it on

got time for brother no time for you... think back?? everytime go ur house ask you out.. end up dont want go .. so i let it be ba.. force also no use...
then that night..

you went out you also didt tell me ... then of coz i didt tell you too thats my fault but i really forgot.. but for that night.... my bro ask me out.. i did thought wanna go find you a nt .. then think back..

i will just end up siting around ur house again...
so i just went to find them

btw you know that i got tons of report.. that have to be done.. and i tried to keep myself awake at night? nvm abt it .. i chose it ..

and of coz almost forgot.. that time i walk pass de coffee shop.. do you know that i just woke up after half- an hr slp? got woken up by yq

everything slow by 3 beat... of coz you shout i also didt hear la.. shawn walk to me said hi i also like reply him in 2 sec time .. then he said im just like a zombie..

and studying is a good thing dont you think ? stop smokeing also will help you ?
dont tell me you really wanna depend on ur hubby?

btw guys.. this for all?? thanks to some stuff that had happen i really became more and more a heartless guy? no emotion? numb guy?

G-Akatsuki:

this month i might nt have time to be training with your.. also dont have de time to go for de stuff that your plan ... sorry guys.. i know im gonna miss de fun.. i just got to work?

lastly !!! ANY 1 OUT THERE GOT GOOD JOB FOR INTRO ?? !!

GREAT !!! !!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-23T09:07:00.002+08:00

hmm quite lucky ba.. nt much ppl will come and read my blog... or wait i 4got again... is no 1 will be reading... i be just writeing it to myself..

nvm its good anyway remind myself at least this happen in my life..

this few days... nth happen much ba.. really enjoy friday XD coz nt my clan training... its sucks to de core !!!

is other stuff.... just wondering.. should i go on or should i nt? all i wanted is her being by my side.. but she seem busy.. pushing everything that i offer or is it that she totally dont care...

NOOB BODY !!!!!! everytime when i need you to be strong and get pass with you will just get stuck and nth comes out from de mouth !!! just saying some truthful words from ur heart is it that hard???

blog till here ba... still have to do some stuff...

100 truth

2010-05-22T12:40:00.002+08:00

Read it carefully .
100 Truths. (:

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage = Plain water?
2. Last phone call = yong qin
3. Last text message = Jessica Soetomo XD
4. Last song you listened to = When i'm gone by Eminem
5. Last time you cried = when im small?

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = Nope
7. Been cheated on = i think no ba
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Nope
9. Lost someone special = Nope
10. Been depressed = always but used my will to get back up
11. Been drunk and threw up = Nope

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. red(first)
13. white (second)
14. green(third)

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend = errmm that's for sure
16. Fallen out of love = Not yet havent even started 1
17. Laughed until you cried = None
18. Met someone who changed you = i dont know abt that?
19. Found out who your true friends were = i knew them long ago
20. Found out someone was talking about you = nope
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = a yes?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = im sure it be more then 10
23. How many kids do you want to have = as long as i can afford...
24. Do you have any pets = Nope
25. Do you want to change your name? = Nope im fine with my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Celebrate with friends
27. What time did you wake up today = 5am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = trying not to slp just to chat with her
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Exam ba ? wanna get it over with
30. Last time you saw your Mother = last night?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = nothing ba.. i feel that im more bless then alot..
32. What are you listening to right now = when im gone..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Nope ...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Nth...
35. Most visited webpage = my own blog?
36. What's your name = chiew beng
37. Nicknames: beng
38. Relationship Status = Single
39. Zodiac sign = Aquarius
40. Male or Female? = Male
41. Primary School = Xing hua Pri School
42. Middle School = Yuying
43. Colleges = Balestier ITE Campus
44. Hair colour = Black
45. Long or short = Short?
46. Perfume (current)= -
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = YUP
48: What do you like about yourself? = Nothing?
49. Piercings = None
50. Tattoos = None
51. Righty or lefty = Righty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = yup
53. First piercing = Nope
54. First best friend = Jamal?
55. First sport you joined = Soccer
56. First vacation = malaysia

RIGHT NOW :

59. Eating = Nope
60. Drinking = Nope
61. I'm about to = go on ansing?
62. Listening to = When im gone?
63. Waiting for = Exam

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? more than one? = if i could?
65. Want to get Married? = that's for sure
66. Career? = which man wont want...

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = both .
68. Hugs or kisses = both
69. Shorter or Taller = Shorter
70. Older or Younger = Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Smart or good face = Both
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = That's a big no lol
77. Drank hard liquor = Yea
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yea when im small
79. Sex on first date = No!
80. Broken someone's heart = Maybe
81. Had your own heart broken = Once T^T
82. Been arrested = Nope
83. Turned someone down = Maybe
84. Cried when someone died = yea i did.. coz its some 1 important to me
85. Fallen for a friend? = dont we always start from friend?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = I have to
87. Miracles = Not really
88. Love at first sight = Yes
89. Heaven = not really
90. Santa Claus = not really
91. Kiss on the first date = Nope
92. Angels = Yes?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Nope
95. Did you sing today? = my voice sound sucky
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = Baby
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = dont need any
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yea kinda scare of being rejected
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yup

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2010-05-13T04:41:00.003+08:00

GREAT i keep yearning of my pass stuff... even in bed.. DAM IT !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q7xn89LefmY

song

2010-05-09T17:13:00.002+08:00

looks like this chinese song.... really tells about hows my life !!

i was kind of surpise to see her on9... i was so happy you know.. anyway i also dont know i happy for what lol...

also kind of sad ba... coz its just like that song in eng sub title : So Far So Close

in msn she is so dam dam close chating with me.. chating with me ... next time go cck le.. can go pass bishan and go home with her and daryl?? i was like i didt even think i said i dont mind any way ... thats a fast ans ..

de next momment i thought went pass my mind.. everytime even though we ar near.. but its just seem so far.. coz she is always suround by other ppl..

so this kind of feeling really makes you feel like destroying everything yet dont wanna coz de person you care love like... is in this DAM WORLD !!!

i post till here ba...

short post

2010-05-08T16:35:00.003+08:00

Here's a short short short short post ^^ sorry guys dam long did't post XP

ohh wait wait ... who am i saying sorry too zzzz no 1 have been reall it anyway...

just typeing it out for myself to read ba XD

errrmm since i said it will be a dam short post.. wanna know what happen during my normal days and what's my feeling??

listen to my music in my blog and you will understand ^^

也许是要也许不要
你总在我的身边绕
我手心捧着爱疲于奔跑
天堂也好地狱也好
我只想找地方停靠
不在乎一切全被火烧掉
你像问号
让整个世界都乱了
我会随你笑
跟着你忧伤烦恼
我在两极奔跑
心情忽低忽高
我想向世界炫耀
你有多好
也会想把一切毁掉
我在两极奔跑
不由自主的跑
也许有天我会因此疯掉
也不愿错过心疼的拥抱

天堂也好地狱也好
我只想找地方停靠
不在乎一切全被火烧掉
你像问号
让整个世界都乱了
我会随你笑
跟着你忧伤烦恼
我在两极奔跑
心情忽低忽高
我想向世界炫耀
你有多好
也会想把一切毁掉
我在两极奔跑
不由自主的跑
也许有天我会因此疯掉
也不愿错过心疼的拥抱
我在两极奔跑
心情忽低忽高
我想向世界炫耀
炫耀你有多好
也会想把一切毁掉
我在两极奔跑
不由自主的跑
也许有天我会因此疯掉
也不愿错过心疼的拥抱抱

2010-04-25T17:08:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/ahchiew

at ben house...

2010-04-24T07:51:00.002+08:00

right nw at ben house ^^ posting blog yeah !!

sometime i just think... im trying to be a good guy and help out my friend lest they get into my trouble... but end up what i get... some of them just treat me like spare tire...

used finish throw.. when need then take out again...

some ppl used me when they are bored.. some is they no program then come find me... if not is... when really need my help and de only 1 which can be approach then come find me ...

totally just treat me like a spare tire... guys do you think should i go on careing abt this guys.. need my help then thought of me...

im not god ok... im a human too you know....

dont wanna talk abt this le la..

ytd me sleep all the way till 3+++ pm .. then didt go school lor.. if go on sure tio debar de ... i already got 2 letter le... 3rd 1 come sure tio debar de...

then go out or normal training.... meet at mac first gather every1 .. then esther came and find me say she tio bored by de bowl side.... then come find me and talk lor... while i gather ppl... around half an hr later ba... once de gather is done..... she went off back to bowl... so i went off to lan lor..

play till 10.30 pm ba... then went to de kopitaim near de bowl.. then meet up with ben and kj... then after some stuff ...zzz then went to mac...

ate a little... then kj dad came... then me ben bronson... wanted to walk to ben house de and drink... end up kj dad gave us a ride.. THANKS !!!XD

reach ben house like in no time wor..... then ben went bath .. bron played dota...

so on and so fort.. then drink... they went off to bed lor.. left me alone stareing and tbem sleeping zzzZZzz X.x

feel like wanna slp but cant.. coz promise ben later still wanna go out with him de... post till here ba... ^^

.....

2010-04-18T06:04:00.002+08:00

woo~~~ blog blog time ^^

ytd early in de morning 6 woke up ... then use com .. till 9 am lor

de time which me hk,aloy,and jun said to meet .. to go somewhere... end up that aloy just woke up when i called him...WTH sio....

so i BATH !!! meet hk and jun at my house.. aloy late so we meet him at de pl..

10am all together le ^^ then saw bret<-- did i spell wrongly if its wrong sorry ar X.x
after somethings... de 5 of us went for kfc ^^ YEAH !!! eat XP

every1 tired ar so nvr go out le so all bus home... reach home dam hot sio !!!

so i BATH !!! again... then use com lor... then yq called ask me play basketball then i anything lor... meet up with chin long 3++ 4 ba then we play... we play like dam long le ar feels dam long la..

then big big rain come de lor.. then we like heng ar... we play a lot liao.. then look at de time half an hr nia !!! WTF SIO !!!

bo bain choing through de rain coz chin long have to go celebrate his dad bd !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN LONG's DAD !!!! XD

so me keep de ball went to fetch some 1 SHHHH !!!! nt gonna tell you mwhahahahhahahaha !!!!

then fetch le that person went for dinner with yq... then teach yq some stuff... i was like dam tired le lor.. some more sick !!

till like 9++ sent de person home.. yq pass me back de ball.. went home .. BATH AGAIN !!!! F SIO 1 day BATH SO MANY TIME !!!!! then fever till nw lor...zzz sianzzzz

stop here first ba later then blog more lor...^^

..z.z

2010-04-15T08:52:00.007+08:00

hmmmm came for a small post??

yea yea kind of fine for this pass few days ba... just that... errrmmm

something in me changing?? kind of like loseing control wor??? sometime just totally no motivation to do anything.. really anything.. then if nt hyper like siao.... totally siao !!

then 1 friend told me this is mood swing.. then i ask myself mood swing is like this de meh?? i dont think so leh.. if mood swing.. ppl talk to you .. you will still feel like scolding that person??

haiss.. dont feel like typeing so much la... music can say out most of my feeling ba listen to it then ^^....

back to post later... remenber to on it louder abit if nt cant hear it

here's de lyrics

I can't escape this HELL
So many times I've tried
But I'm still Caged inside
SomeBody Get me through this nightmare
I CANT CONTROL MYSELF !

SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME
No one will even change this animal I have become!
help me belive it's not the real me
SOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS ANIMAL (this animal this animal)

I can't escape myself (i can't escape myself)
so many time I've Lied (so manytime I've Lied)
But there's still Rage inside
SomeBody Get me through this nightmare
I CANT CONTROL MYSELF !

SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME
No one will even change this animal I have become!
help me belive it's not the real me
SOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS ANIMAL I'VE BECOME
Help me belive it's not the real me
SOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS ANIMAL

SomeBody help me through this nightmare
I CANT CONTROL MYSELF !
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this HELL
( this animal.........)

SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME
No one will even change this animal I have become!
help me belive it's not the real me
SOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS ANIMAL I've become
help me belive it's not the real me
SOMEBODY HELP ME TAME THIS ANIMAL!!! ( THIS ANIMAL I'VE BECOME!!)

woo!!

2010-04-05T09:00:00.002+08:00

woo!! so long nvr blog le ^^ !! me leh just back from outside ^^ ytd meet up with clan ppl for a clan major meeting..

then after ton through de night .. try out some stuff.. then nw back ^^ just bath finish nia ^^
nw cooking ^^ im so hungry !!!!!!!

sometime i wish wor... i could be a baby again !! having some 1 holding onto you .. hong you go slp isnt that good??

btw slp is something i rarely been having !!!

and of coz nt just that... if im still a baby i dont have to worry abt things so much .. i can just do what i want ^^ and even scold some 1 .. coz they will all be like.. wow!! a baby scold ppl wor they will be just laughing away...

but fact is a fact.. i cant b back to when im a baby..

arr 4get it la i wanna eat first ^^ later then i blogmore ba !

days have pass

2010-03-30T04:18:00.000+08:00

looks like im still crazy as ever ^^ did't sleep ^^

i know quite a few ppl asking me to faster go slp rest ur body ... of coz there ar some who is curseing me to die faster ^^

but who cares ^^ i do things my own way my style ^^ of coz every 1 in this world all have weakness...

i do have a weakness too .. just that your dont know ^^

i know ur care for me ... but i know what im doing... just things.. "empty mind"

anyway when its time i will give my body a rest if nt just wait till it falls and drop ^^

post till here ba dont wanna post lots.. anyway no much ppl will be reading XD

wooo...

2010-03-26T10:03:00.007+08:00

hmmmm let me intro this !!! DIGIMON !!! YEAH !!!

even though ur think its childish ^^ its fun LOVE IT MAN !!! some pic of my digimon ^^

I LOVE THIS LEOMON DE MOST !!!!

..

2010-03-25T19:35:00.003+08:00

woo!! today dont know whats wrong wor... every where i go...

there will sure be a couple !!! then i was like WTH heaven you trying to play with me ar!!

even fencing time also have!!!

blog till here first ba later then go on ^^

lets listen to de song where is she ^^

quite a few days have pass ^^

2010-03-18T06:16:00.003+08:00

looks like quite a few days have pass since i last blog ^^

im always de same ^^ nt sleeping during de night nor day... just going pass each day by will

till too tired le then will go to bed...!!

firstly here i have to say somethings....

friends and bro of mind ^^

if your got anything that need any help and cant find any try and find me for help ... i will help no matter what as long i can help and is nt againest me ^^

of coz here's to fahmi ^^

even though you lied .... but so ... who in this world dont lie ...
of coz i dont encourage ppl to lie...

when ppl lie they do have their reason... of coz sometime its just to make themself feel better ^^

but dont 4get this guys!! when you tell 1 lie you have to use 1 more to cover then on and on de more lie you tell de more you have to cover...!!

and it will just be out 1 day... no matter what best is to tell de truth straight !

end for this ba

lately for me ar .. nth much ba just that more nose bleeding and of coz my injury which nt much ppl know .. nt gonna say much .. you know then you know ba .. dont kow then best that you dont .... ^^

ending post here ^^ i be still up ^^

zz

2010-03-12T11:47:00.002+08:00

today need to go school de lor... then end up i got affect by something i overlook which affect me till i can hardly move..

lucky thing is .. i got a msg saying: mr tang took mc so no more class no need come le ..

so when i got this msg i was like phew.... but still so what i dont care....

later i be forceing myself out again ^^

no 1 is gonna STOP ME !! mwhahahahaha unless XD

"stop typeing for a while coz of pain"

must be thinking i fever is it...

no la ... of coz i wont tell your also ^^

thx to this 2 song !! always boost my strenght and mental Up!!!

LOSE YOURSLEF & OUT OF MY WAY !!!

this 2 song ^^ BELIVE IT !!!!

blog till here first ba .. that's gonna be more coming up!!

.....

2010-03-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

Looks like i really just sux at doing what i have plan.. plan give ppl .. they do... everything so smooth then for me !!

PIECE OF SHIT !!!

i think my brain really cracking APART !!

Since there's some 1 ask me sleep early i will do that ba ^^

AND !!!! YOUR NT A REPLACEMENT !!!

learn from naruto when his small : BELIVE IT !!!!!

...

2010-03-07T03:34:00.000+08:00

i think !! there's something wrong with me !!

im nt slping again... 2nd day striaght didt slp !!!

WTH..

what's wrong with me sio !!!

stop here first ba !!!

...

2010-03-06T10:14:00.001+08:00

WWOOO!!!!!! crazy like always !!!

last night torn till morning with clan ppl .. playing lan away... then back around 6+++ am ba ^^

till now im still so active didt go slp ^^ crazy siao mwhahahahaha ^^

blog more later ^^

zzz..

2010-03-05T04:03:00.002+08:00

i really wanna blog.. but i really just dont know what to blog.. zzz

haiss sometimes i dont even know wth im doing...

ask for somebody help.. but counld't nt becoz ur cant is i dont want ba...

guy's pride??? looks like it really does kill to have a great pride of ur own...

things flashing pass flassing pass flashing pass XD but nt gonna tell...

haisss a night which i cant slp again WTH !!! im nt a normal person le la.. or should i say nt human XP

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!! Later then go on posting la BRAIN CRACKING APART !!!

hais

2010-03-04T16:28:00.004+08:00

looks like every 1 is changeing.. !!

how come im de guy who's nt changeing much ...

i really wanna change this habbit !! calculateing time...

i always do it .. !! eg. morning school start 8 then end at 4 pm then woke up at 1++ 2... then dont wanna go school .. coz i go calculate... if go prepare all de stuff go there = go home nia...

i really just hate it.. coz i always go calculate all de stuff... i know ur gonna say its a good thing ar..

but so ? i still got lots of stuff crashing.....

nvm up till here ba.. anyway i just hate this habbit of mine...

let's post ^^

2010-03-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

Right nw im drinking ^^

wanna get to slp yet cant.. maybe i try to get _____..... maybe can?

nvm abt that ba^^

btw jamal you ask me go listen to i wanna go to a place... ok i did.. it bring me back to de pass which there's lots of fun.. but it brings me back to her i dont mean "moon"

coz i thought of ITR room... then outside de room ... right there where we shouted MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY !!! MONDAY IS TUESDAY !!

de next thing i got remind of shout thing I love you **** *** loudly !! rmb... so after awhile i off de song to stop myself from thinking of her...

since i have already put her dwn then 4get it...

right after this.. de moon came in ... then i thought for like 3 min.. isn't it de same as de first 1 .. so i 4got de stuff in like a monment?

anyway she is single or attached.. i dont plan to go on .. maybe im nt up to her standard ba... just wanna be de old me back...

ok la dont wanna talk abt this le la...

btw im thinking this.. whats de use to post? my blog is like ... i updated .. yet no 1 came by and read.. nt even a tagg..

maybe sooner or later i will stop bloging too ba if dont want me to stop then give me some tagg ^^

RMB TO TAGGED ^^

mwhahaha

2010-02-28T20:25:00.004+08:00

Sorry guys ^^ ytd my day is full !!

morning had basketball then afternoon help my friend with his bbq then whole night at bbq le lor..

shiok de is !! friday i didy slp then sat didt slp sunday came back still dam active sia !! till like after 4pm then i rest... had lots of fun at the bbq !! meet up with some old friend there ate lots of food !! then drink quite a lot chivas if im nt wrong.. 1 bottle myself ^^ woo!! hoo!!! ...

as for today around 5++pm near 6 jamal called me which im still resting...

play lan !!!... so went off to play then back now !! fast 1 coz my parent want me back by 8pm sianzzz....~.~ that's all for now !

woo!!

2010-02-27T12:33:00.003+08:00

hais from ytd till now didt slp.. !! didt know what im trying to do ...

anyway my mind is quite blank now ... i only know 1 think !!!

EVERY 1 GET AWAY COZ BENG IS RUSHING PASS !!!

ermm

2010-02-23T22:24:00.004+08:00

sorry guys didt wanna ans any call... not in a good mood..

today i woke up dam late....

around 3++ 4 ba... woke up look at de miss called... by some of my friend.... was hopeing to get a msg from her at least... but nt even 1 ba...

im starting to accpect her... thats a fact I MEAN YOU "THICK SKIN" !!!

anyway its good that my blog rarely got ppl read ^^ rmb to tagged hor if you ever read ^^

almost !

2010-02-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

hmmm today started all just fine ^^ lesson per normal... but mood got affect by some 1 by a little ...

then after all de lesson i went to de co-op which is a shop in ITE balestier...help out my friend

then after got piss of by my bro coz of things.. but nvm 4get abt that..

after that some of my friend left... just only me and just 1 guy is left lor... then teacher came down had a chat and went back up again..

but nt long after de teacher left .. btw de shop is close... 2 guy came and open de door i was just nice standing there... then i told them Sry it's close .. 1of them said come on la let me buy drinks.. im dam thirsty leh

i said sry ur too late shop is close cant sell you anything.... then de fat guy just walk into de shop from de door.. and i said wait shop is close then he said ..

i come in not to buy anything ... let me get some air-con outside hot ar... then i started to get f up le

this 2 guy is like draging and draging....

back to de first guy said let me buy la .. im talking to you nicely leh ... then i told him ... im talking to you nicely too but this time my tone start to change a little ...

while de fat guy just keep pushing in then i just push him out lor then he keep saying oi dont touch me leh !! dont dirty my shirt !!

when i was abt to scold de 2 dam guy...! my friend in de shop with me faster came and ask what drink you want ....

he went to took de drink gave it to him and said faster go la...
and that guy paid for it of coz...

then de fat guy still wanna say let me stay leh outside dam hot !

my hand started to become de shape of a fist ..

then my friend said this faster go b4 anything happen ar... anything happen ur prob..

then de 2 guy went off i was stareing at them when they walk off...

they also looking at me .. wanna point me some thing de end up dont dare point.. but they ar mumbleing something ...i wanted to go out and wag de hell out of them de .. but my friend pull me ... and said 4get it .. punch them dirty ur hands only ... when i turn back they ar long gone...

i almost just lose my cool sia...

then count money all de stuff.... went off to mrt .. then i went to some where there's sea.. wanted to be alone... when i reach there some 1 cheer me up ..... of coz you this girl ar "THICK SKIN"

no need ci cu la... is a baby boy... when i was walking behind ... de baby look at me while swing his head to de left then to de right
like thinking why this guy is nt smileing ?

so i gave de baby a little smile.. then de baby smile back with just 2 front tooth infront... and my smile just stay there... so i went back to kovan msg some 1 ... wanted to talk with him abt somethings.. but his with some 1 else.. so i went off to basketball court.. wanted to play and my friend jio me play i also didt play.. maybe im scare later i play too dam rough ba...

so i went back home... play games... and now siting here bloging ^^

but of coz my mood is nt totally up yet ...

hmmm

2010-02-17T04:24:00.003+08:00

this few days ar...

hmm let me think... ok i 4got everything .. GREAT JOB !

As time pass by ppl will tend to 4get things.. some would think you would need it now .... soon after you will 4get everything..

let time be de jugde ba... 8 more months and you will get de result you want ^^

dont understand nvm ^^ let it be just my rubbish.. anyway alot ppl thinks its rubbish..

i will make it short today ba anyway dont have much reader.....

CNY !

2010-02-14T04:29:00.002+08:00

YEAH !! first of all HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL !! ^^

hmm for today ... i slept till quite late then i woke up...

done some cleaning.. moving things buying things and a little com playing ^^

till like 9pm++ had my reuion dinner ^^ woo!! i was dam dam full

went off to bath after that .. then when i came out ! HONG BAO ^^

started to play cards with family !! ^^ poker card ^^ was loseing at start but i dont mind anyway its just for fun... till de end i won won won 50 CENT MWHAHAHAHAHA ^^ biggest winner !!!!

MY ELDER SIS ^^

FROM what im seeing nw every 1 is sleeping expect for me ^^ of coz i got reason for nt slping XP

looks like im on my com for nth again.. why i say that... coz i dont even know if i wanna play on9 games... or should i say no on9 games i wanna play ...

nvm !!! i be back to blog later ba ^^

something diffent ?

2010-02-08T04:15:00.002+08:00

Errrmm... today i think i will post something a little diffent?

maybe abt my heart felt stuff?

today i woke up around 2pm++ ba ...watch some tv... after that around 4+ i started useing com ..

firstly i thought i on com is to do something... end up all i did is open up my blog and msn thats all till now.. cant belive it do you?

i was like siting in front of de com having a blank mind .. dont know wanna do what ... yet on de com ... feel like going to East Coast Park( ECP) yet didt go ..

all i had de whole day is just a image of some 1 .... its been a long time...

maybe in ppl's eye ... im a .... trustable? flirt? fucker? full of guts ? guy..

but i can really just say 1 thing... im really gutless now... i wanna get near yet cant get close... wanna see her but dont have de chance.....wanna call her but dont have any topic.....

To that image im seeing .... maybe im a total stranger to ..... nvm

any not much ppl is looking at my blog or even tag.... maybe this will be de first and de last time i be posting my heartfelt words......

ARRRR 4get abt all this abt.. maybe after reading all this ur will be thinking ... its my rubbish again...

btw im nt gonna sleep tonight.. with my com on ...

damzzz

2010-02-07T01:28:00.003+08:00

errrmmm!! today ar got lots of stuff to blog de !!

but due to de last part i abit lazy post le... tio a little shag out.. have to do with de moon again... ! some ppl will know some will nt .....

looks like no matter what i still cant make my brain to become just like a RAM ! once power off 4get everything...

so i went to sleep when i woke up !! my mind was blank !! great!!!! but after a while .. jamal , hock koon , cs and me was talking abt clan shirt..... then cs said this ...!! AKATSUKI de meaning is red moon .. then i was like seaching for de moon with my blank blank mind....

in a sec flash back came .. and made me back to shag out mood...

nw im really dam tired .. coz of de whole day stuff i have went to .. and all i had is 1 hr of rest ytd !! but still nt gonna rest yet..

see how first ba.. i will blog till here first ba !! ^^

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2010-02-05T00:41:00.009+08:00

hmmm !! today quite a fun and tired day ^^

normal school day ^^ then after that need to go Fencing master (FM)

so off i went !! ^^ here's de pic of de mask ^^

wow! so many mask ^^ !!

then here we go with de training ^^ !! ARRR !!!!! WAG ARRR !!!! "BEEP" 1 point to my right XD

After de training WOO !!! i took off my jacket which is quite THICK !!! and now i understand what is no pain no gain !! just today only !! i got 1 at my toe but its too yucky later all see le dont dare eat... thoso red line you see on my right arm is scatch by de blade and some blue-black !! (JACKET ON) full protection !!

got back from FM then i started useing com .. went to watch naruto ^^ bath then nw bloging !! ^^

a while more and im off to slp!! ^^ "TIRED"

quite tired !

2010-02-01T23:50:00.005+08:00

today ar ! is quite a tired day for me !

coz i was like runing from west to east then back to north south zzz..!

was in school normal lesson break time fencing XP coz competition this sat ! team competition !!!

GUYS !! CAN WE FIX IT !!!! YES WE CAN !!!!

then after that i went to simei from my school .. zz west to east zzz.. first is at qeens way get my nanjing teacher their basketball shoe ..!

coz back then i prmoise them to play a match if they come SG

and they came prepared zz WTH !!

then dam long le like 8PM ++ reach back simei !! took some photo with some ppl in a rush .. then have to go home!!

mostly is their camera so i only got 1 in my phone T^T

so that's de only photo i have T^T but its worth it la after all de runing even though is like dam freaking tired !!! and today i did some thing which i should't do .. dont ask me what coz im nt gonna tell ... maybe jamal ask i will tell ba ... still i will ask him nt to tell any ! XP

fine day .. maybe?

2010-02-01T02:02:00.005+08:00

maybe today count as 1 of de find days?

slept till quite late today.. woke up do all de wash up .. pack up some stuff and out i go with de clan

TODAY IS HOCK ANN's BD !!! YEAH !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

so we went out together to celebrate his birthday ^^
went to EASY COAST PARK (ecp)

burry him in de sand ^^ poor guy ... worst of all i drag him in de water and throw him in XP

kind of fun !! ^^ took dwn some pic and video

then we went back kovan to have some dinner ... then me and jamal wanna eat KFC we really wanted to eat la nt fake

but part of plan so we went off to kfc then finish eating... we went to get cake .. XP

as we get de cake we talk abt de moon ... then remind me of some 1 that had me shag out a bit but i just go on puting a smile ^^

so off we went to de small park beside plcc jamal and ruben hide behind de walls

then hock ann hock koon and wei chen came...

then they ask where jamal and ruben ...

i ans back .. they are .!! dont care abt them la they went home ..!!

noob sia!!

then ask them sit dwn pei me slack la .!! while jamal ruben came out after i msg....

sing birthday song ar !! play around ar.. play poker cards ar.. then wei chen ask us woa!!! today moon so circle ar.. then i ans back ... wrong leh !! is round leh

then wei chen say same la !

at that moment it remind me of some 1 back again so shag out more.. but still holding that dam smile of mind .. have to ar .. coz of hock ann's bd !! so all de way lor..

till like im totally alone le taking bus.. then start to really rot and shag... then feel like nt even a min reach my stop le ..

i was like WTH !!!
so went dwn de bus went home had dinner nw bloging off to slp soon...

DAM !!

2010-01-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

Today is de most !! FED UP, DAM FREE DAY !!!!

this is what happen!! morning as per normal i sent my sis to school all de stuff ... just that when i do all this i thought i was in a dream thats all!! that went back home !! i go on sleeping coz its was like nt yet de time to go school

end up over slept so i miss de morning class!! planing to go for de afternoon class de !! and im dam sure im going !!!

went to de bus stop waited for bus 151 took that bus !! and happily took out my books and read !! read ar read ar read !!

12.10 took de bus ! normally 1hr can reach school ...!! then listening to radio then it report de time 12.55pm i was like WTFFFF!!!

then i started looking around !! then i found out i was in bus 51 !!! mistook as bus 151 !! you know de dam 1 is so close to de 5 in digital shown !! took de 51 for freaking dont know why !! then lazy go dwn le !!

even if go dwn go back school it will be end of school !! so i just sit on it !! go all de way to bugis !! lazy study le so i got dwn !! go walk around ALONE in bugis !! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

then time is like 3++ then go back kovan !! then every 1 is busy even bron! so i went to a place !! nt gonna say de place ! to destress then i went home le !!!

blog till here ba

CRAZY!!!

2010-01-27T03:18:00.000+08:00

Yea !! Posting blog !! While lying at my bed ! Lazy go to de com ar ! ^^

i know its kind of crazy posting at this time when its normal school day...

But what can i do?? I really cant sleep tried everything to make myself sleep!! So i just on de radio on my phone tried to make myself tired.....

Listen untill dam shiok!!! Till 1 song.. i dont know de title .. This part ( coz i miss you!!) then haissss shagggzzzzz.... Nw really really cant sleep le..

Miss some 1 yet dont know who!! Get flash back !! But all are blank!!

Hais i will blog later ba...

zzzhais

2010-01-26T15:39:00.002+08:00

Haisssss... cant wake up today again.... end up didt go school ... AGAIN!!

i will post again later ba just woke up mind blank blank de !

normal days

2010-01-21T00:23:00.003+08:00

today woke up 7.30 am did de same thing all over again..

fetch my sis dwn all de stuff..

should meet bron at 8am de who de hell knows his still sleeping at home zzz!!

so he called me ... told me that he be over at afternoon for his transfer things...

off i go for class..

this part !! walao cant belive it man... i was listening to cher's thy who knows say ar say... he go to story WTH !! i was like bored to dead !! lucky de whole time some 1 is msging me so i didt fell asleep ... btw also hard to go sleep COZ IM HAVING GASTRIC PAIN !!!

survie through de thy.. then i went off to de toilet.. !! then meet 1 guy in there ..!! he suddenly told me come to fencing leh ! today have leh!

then bo bain lor i go back !! dont wanna fench at first de !! but its like come baby come !! then train with them le.. even though i dam long nvr go le but they still treat me as their team !! i was happy !!^^

after all de training dam tired .. went back to class ... same thing again WTH!!! de cher nt sian 1 leh..!

after de class did some school stuff... fetch bron in to de school... back to some of my own school stuff.. !

headache like hell sia.. so bo bain lor went off early.. around 5pm ba... then jamal called :wanna play basketball ? then ok lor anything.. went to de court play basketball lots of funny stuff happen la ^^ laugh here laugh there de !! ^^

back home around 11pm? then on de com play lor.. till know then i come blog ^^

gonna go off to sleep soon !! ^^ BYES !

errrmmmm

2010-01-19T23:45:00.005+08:00

Sorry guys....

To thoso finding me in school...

Trying to ask me out but didt make it

Didt go to school today... not what i wanted ... 2nd YEAR leh !!! how can PON !!!

as i told quite a few .. i have been sick for quite long.. then today my body dont wanna listen to my mind ... your must be thinking.. got such thing de meh...

wake up means wake up .. dont want wake up then dont want wake up ma...

pass few days nvr really rest well.. then this morning trying to wake up to go for class... my mind is clearly awake..

but my body cant move at ALL !!!

tried like 5 mins of moving?

then go back rest ba..... then END UP WAKE-ING UP AT 3PM WTF

go to school also no use class end at 4pm today....

de next thing i do after i woke up ... check my phone then on my com..

guess what..!! 20+++ miss CALL !! 4 msg!

TRYING TO FIND ME OR HUNT ME !!!

SORRY BS nvr go for your majong thing.. i know you jio me go play .. i also wanted too...

but i have to look after some 1 at home ...Y^Y

lots of stuff happen.. then right now infront of com posting...!!

Most surprise DAY !!

2010-01-17T00:58:00.004+08:00

TODAY dam F up !!!

morning woke up .. everything fine.. per normal.. then basketball training... ask to meet up early ..... so im ok with it ...

so i went early .. end up WTF 4 person ... for fcuk come so early FOR !!

so i just go on playing 2v2 lor... while de rest not there.....

then every1 reach le then de advisor came and have a chat first.... then start asking qns lor... how come last week i nvr come... its normal so i didt get piss... so i explain to him nicely lor...

then he started to talk to ji zong like a big fcuk guy like this.. like wanna fight like this.... see zong's face i know he got piss liao

best nt this...

PTI (boon chuan) im ok with that .. coz he really dam fit ar....
Leader(justin) i was like WTF he younger then us .. no exp all de things put him as leader... i dont know he got prob or what !!

best part here !!

SKILL TRAINNER (IVAN) i was like WHAT DAM SHIT STUFF IS THIS !!! he train skill when last time is I , jizong and de rest teach him de !! thats nt de best !! best is he leave de team got kick out as player came back as coach WTF !!!

im gonna do that too !! go out as player come in as BIG FCUK !!!

whole day piss la... then reach home rest !! sit infront of com !! then fever came riseing again!! i 4got i got fever zzz !! check temp... starting 38 degree then 39.. nw back to 38 liao zzzz..

blog more later ba

Sorry

2010-01-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys.. i think todays post i will make a dam fast 1 !!

coz im geting feverish !!

headache body ache !! WOA !!!!!

i go rest first ba .. lets see if i can recover by tmr ? ^^

GRATZ

2010-01-14T00:49:00.003+08:00

today as per normal ... go school all de stuff.. after school go mac.. sit there waited for cy to come..

then cy and me planing to go off to play basketball but saw sherry and yong qin !! ^^ so ask them to come along.. but they said wanna go home change.. so we follow lor... so when everythings is done.. we went to de court.. !!!

CHIN LONG WENT HOME !!! no basketball how to play !!!

so we will like trying to find a basketball

end up cant find any... then sherry went home coz she got things !! SORRY SHERRY !! didt even touch de ball have to go le..!!

after she left all of us went to chin long house de find him and drag him dwn.. !!

then we start playing lor.. till like 9pm ?? we stop .. !! then help chai goon with her stuff.. !!

this 1 have to thx CY say ok to help her.. zzz then help lor no choice ^^ anyway brother ma!! so wont be angry at all ...

i was de last 1 to leave her house.. i really wonder if she understand that drawing? if she dont understands she is as good as dead!! so wish her luck ba !!

now !! i rushing in all my DINNER then bath !! fast 1 go slp!!!

zzzzzzz

2010-01-13T00:44:00.003+08:00

today morning wake up dam late haha ^^

coz got pe at 7.30 but i didt go so i ended up going for de lesson nia... at 9 am

im late even with some 1 give me morning call and msg !! 12 miss call.. !! zz and i didt even heard 1 of it .. !! POWER !!!

then all de way in school la .. till like 12 pm break !! went to canteen put bag rush off to toilet... done with my stuff come out of toilet only.... 2 of my friend saw me then DRAG me out for lunch ..

i was WTH i already thought of what to eat in school le sia....

bo bain go for lunch lor... after came back help out a little on some stuff...

went back to class ... end around 4 pm lor... then go home straight... in between got some stuff la but i lazy write it in detail.....

then played basketball with chong yu and chin long and wilson.......

11 pm like this reach back home... waited for jamal to talk abt some stuff... while waiting.. i starting to fell asleep infront of com... after wake up jamal on9 ...

while chating.. i start to have fever !! WTH....

BAD LUCKS coming my way again... when my good luck is nt even here !!! HEADACH !!

post more next time back... ^^

zzzzz

2010-01-09T02:59:00.002+08:00

today is ... can be counted a nice day ba... but with a dam bad ending.. i just make it short..

today skul ... all fine.. at start.. then work.. work was fun.. so fun until its nt like work...

lazy tell in detail ^^ coz just got back dam tired..

worst still... becoz of de last part b4 i stop work... so 1 ask me some qns.. and de thought of her...

just suddenly make me shag out while working.. i was standing there for 5 min staring at de ground... cant belive that right...

nvm ba.. till here ba anyway i just said makeing it short...

...

2010-01-04T17:58:00.005+08:00

YEAH !! first day of skul ^^ it ended quite fast ^^ reach home around 11+ ba....

then i start com and went in to chat and play games ^^

Forgotten realms ^^ starting im just making my petz strong...

then heard gm broadcast round de game.. saying thats a race coming up get ur petz rdy and race !!

1st: 5million RPs

2nd:3million RPs

3rd:1million RPs

wow! from what i see a lot of ppl went for it... so its spilt in to groups !! i was in group 6 so de race started....

btw i didt take de starting of all ppl .. too many ppl !!

i make it to de final ^^ and here we are geting rdy !!

then de race start !!!! i play cheat haha !! i use path finding to guide my way without clicking at all they all have to click like hell ^^

so i was like de last 1 at start then i caught up !!

Opps i 4got to take de ending !! btw i won 2nd ^^ 3million RPs in my pocket !! ^^

stiff

2010-01-03T06:17:00.004+08:00

looks like it quite a while since i last post..

today went back to training .. i thought they gonna improve alot ,who knows when i got back in.. they all also didt train much, nvm abt that ba..

train basic at start all de all stuff.. then BOON !!!! PTI ^^ push up and sit up zzz.. after that 6+ reach home.. coz its a must.. then when off to a dinner..

woo !! i drank quite alot there ^^ so got back home got to rest first.. so here i am .. UP ^^ wanna play game but i think sever check so no choice lor come blog haha ^^ ..

update more later ... since there's nth to do i will go out for a little run ^^

btw this few days i have been playing this game... i just love it ^^

beatiful dream or nightmare

2009-12-30T14:02:00.003+08:00

hais !! dont know its a good thing or bad...

woke up around 11.30am..

was gonna slp till 1pm de !! but got a special wake up call !!

not really a call.. this is what happen !!

when i was still slping ... !! i had this dream.. !!! i dream abt a guy need some help then help him lor ... then after that i walk with my gf... sending her home first b4 i go home... when sending her to bus stop !!

a guy out of no where atk her .. of coz at that time i 4got its a dream !! then i fought back with that guy ... when i gave that guy a hard kick in his head... !!!

in de reality i kicked de wall !!! i woke up in PAIN !!!! haisss.... nvm later i post more be back later ^^

wwooo!!

2009-12-27T08:24:00.000+08:00

LucKKKKY !!! Thought internet down le then will nt be able to update blog!!

Who knows !! blog can be update useing phone !!!

Hahaha... Blog more later!!!